To continue with my Anxiety issue – turns out I had to head to the doctors. I couldn’t do it by myself. It was taking a toll on my relationship… something that is of utmost importance to me. Ive started on a med, (not really what I wanted but what other options did I have?) it has helped a lot. I realize that they are other options – looking after your diet, exercise etc, but I don’t have any issues in those areas.
Now that I am on the medication, I feel all new again. Like I can see clearly now (?the rain is gone), I no longer feel as though I am in a fog and just floating my way through the days.
I feel.. happier – I can actually take part in my relationship instead of being a zombie. 🙂